End of Year... nearly make over

Ok so I know it isn't quite the end of the year, yet, I mean come on it's only May! but in less than 4 weeks time I will be starting my final year at school (scary I know) Year 13 here we come... a year full of fun, frivolity, essays, exams, choreography, revised dramatic pieces, more essays, revision plans, and a UCAS form on the side... did I mention essays?

Yeah, just less than 4 short weeks till my A.S levels are over, and I'm making decisions that probably decide my future career path, my word I've come a long way since I was sat in that drama studio revision session, dripping wet at my now former school. I've changed so much in ways I recognize, and some that I probably don't. You know, changed schools, got a haircut, that sort of shiz!

Right now I'm currently on study leave, supposedly revising 6 hours a day, and locking myself in chains in my room, writing 50 timed essays a day (ha.)

In reality I have had 2 of the most chilled days ever (including a general studies exam (easy as a lemon... mouse). Full of sunshine, smiley people, picnics, spotify, "tunage"! no realy, I've had a lot of fun, the revision starts tomorrow, I think I just needed a few days to chill out having just broken up, I have 5 exams left, dance theory, drama theory, 2 R.S exams (philosophy and ethics) and sociology) the hard ones are after half term, so I have a 2 week gap after this in which to practice and revise for those.

In the foreseeable future, I've got quite an exciting summer planned after we officially break up in July, kicking of with Soul Survivor on the 30th July, Ending with.... wait for it..... A sky dive with my friend Eleni check out her blog here ( ). We wanted to dress up as pirates and thus be sky pirates, but we actually have to wear a jump suit, you can sponsor us at www.justgiving.com/Vicki-Hesketh, we are doing it for 2 children's hospitals that mean alot to us. Then finally a trip to liverpool with my 3 favorite girls, to see Hairspray, I got my friend tickets for her 18th Birthday, this should be extreme fun, we have 4th row tickets so it should be brilliant!

I'm planning a blog makeover, as part of my summer changing thing, a wardrobe makeover, and I'm learning to drive in summer (if things go to plan) so watch this space!

"Half past 12 and I'm watching the late show"

Ah! its been a while, and it seems that I'm procrastinating again! tsch, I really should be doing that essay that is due in first period this morning. Instead it is half and hour past midnight, and I am really not that focused
I'm listening to the Mamma Mia! soundtrack and rather enjoying the feeling of order that has slightly overtaken my room, admittedly it is not yet tidy, but still, I feel that I have made a valuable contribution to its overall mess-less-ness. in sorting out folders and cupboards and that dreaded hiding place under the bed!
Since June many many things have changed. Firstly and most significantly I have started my A levels at QKS (brand new school, although it already feels like I have been there years". I have found that I am rather enjoying the somewhat messy start I have achieved at QKS, although I just about catching up with myself. I have been extremely busy recently and it feels like I have stopped and the world has carried on without me, all the way to christmas which is now just a week away, I must be THE most unprepared person on the planet having not even started thinking about christmas shopping yet, (although we got the tree up early this year!). With my first exam next term, I'm not particularly looking forward to next term, I am however extremely grateful for the holidays being just days away. Feelins slightly robbed though, as it turns out I am working almost everyday :( with just tuesday and christmas day of in the first week, and no double pay! (although the fact that I love my job makes up for this slightly).While we mention it, there is change number 2, I am now employed! I now work in Jessops, selling people cameras and learning about something I am genuinly interested in :D

On that not, I had better get back to something else I am genuinly interested (HA.) and write this damned essay!

Aloha goodbye :D

The Beginning of the Beginning?

It just suddenly hit me that this past week was the beginning of what all year 11’s nationwide have spent the past 5 years working towards; final exams.

Oh Dear -The 2 words which basically sum up the amount of effort I have put into my lessons recently.

Oh Crap - The 2 words that come to mind when I think about revision

Oh Shit- results day

Need I say more?

Quite simply. Yes. I am who I am, and the person I am always has more to say than completely necessary. Because despite the fact I am completely useless at revising, and the amount of worthwhile time I have actually spent in lessons being well; lets just say minimal. I have a good feeling about exams. It isn't because I feel I am going to do well - ha - that would be nice. It isn't because I am not worried about the outcome - beleive me I am. It is quite simply because I am ready for this. I am ready for a ten week break. I am ready for the end of things that seem irrelevent to me, yet have been forced upon me for the past 2 years. I am ready to start something new.

I am so ready.

I just don't know what it is I'm about to start.