"Life is like a chocolate box, you never know what your gonna get"

To be honest, I don’t think I have ever disagreed with a statement more, right now it seem every morning I have to drag myself out of bed with the same dread for the day as I had the day before, I head out into the cold harsh world, to do my paper round, usually this involves buckets of rain being constantly chucked on my head. Then I go to school, where I’m submitted to the constant nagging of teachers, which I have become so used to its no more than an annoying drone, which occasionally reminds me I have detention tomorrow. Once home I tend to spend my entire life focused on doing absolutely nothing, a nothing which is occasionally interrupted with phone calls, little sisters and my mum.I know almost exactly what is going to happen every single day of the week, I never have the joy of a simple suprise and I can almost guarantee that novthing new will happen in the next week. Life will carry on in the same boring way it has done since the summer holidays ended, nothing new, nothing interesting.So once just once, I seriously wish that something, exiting and fun would happen, anything would do, just so long as it prolonged normal life just for a few days, a few short days in which I could possibly get my life (and my head) back together.

Time Management

Sitting in a drama studio yesterday morning, so wet that I looked as though I had been dipped in a bucket of gloss paint, I wondered what on earth I was doing in a room with 5 people I barely knew and a teacher I loathed. The answer apparantly I had said I would like to do workshops on time management in year 10 a whole year ago, ugh! how stupid my year 10 self must have been!
The first thing we were asked to do was to draw a spider diagram of how "want" and "need" (in the terms of what we do) made us feel, over the course of the next 50 minutes we "learned" about a load of crap that a personally think I would have rather been in lesson, I have to say I'd hadn't felt so bored/aukward/annoyed/stupid in my recent kife.
I'm not sorry to say, that I think the current education system is a little bit screwed up. they want to teach us about time management? Show me something I want badly, really badly, and I will work for it, show me something that I consider to be a complete waste of my time then, you know as well as I do that I will not get round to it. e.g my maths homework, tbh I don't think have done any this year, and the year is almost finished!

Please. let me make my own mistakes. don't go denying things I deserve. and for goodness sake; teach me something worth knowing.